Hi John. I'm a blocked editor looking for an unblock. Maybe you can help me out. I come to you semi-randomly I think, I'd noticed your edits here and there and you seemed to me, maybe in part from your user ID, someone who'd been editing a long time. Here's my situation. I edited for years, the vast majority on articles as opposed to policy and the administrative forums. I had a pitched debate now and then on some of the articles I worked on, but was never blocked, or warned, or "sanctioned" (in fact I didn't even know what that was for the longest time, I also didn't know what "Arbcom" was).
This is not my original Wikipedia account. What happened was my online privacy concerns were aroused in part when a fellow editor "investigated" me for WP:COI. He Googled me repetitively from clues in my user ID and edit history, posted my real name, etc. He demonstrated my indirect relationship to the subject but not any COI. It was an "aha!" moment without anything to "aha!" about. It was what is now called WP:OUTING. I later conscientiously [http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=User_talk:Colton_Cosmic&oldid=477070007] abandoned my old Wikipedia ID and switched to a new: "Colton Cosmic."
A month or so thereafter I was no warn/no discussion/no diff indefinitely blocked by Timotheus Canens, the May before last[http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Special:Log/block&page=User:Colton_Cosmic]. He tracked me there from a drama board and a button click at his Twinkle toolkit or whatever generated a link to WP:SOCK and I was banished forever. I was insulted, felt that when you call someone a sock you question his honesty. I was further ticked off that Timotheus deigned not to even discuss the matter (which of course is called for by WP:ADMIN). I handled my appeal poorly I'll admit, these are skilled blockers and I was a newbie blockee, plus the WP:AN/ANI crowd descended and started pushing me around. There were four or five of them.
I have block-evaded via raw IP edits to try to get my account back. I've identified myself clearly in these edits, i.e. not "socked." I feel I was left no choice but to block evade. Bureaucrat Nihonjoe unblocked me[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/User_talk:Colton_Cosmic#User_unblocked] providing a thoughtful explanation. This was then overturned by WP:AN/ANI, though there's no basis in policy for that. WP:APPEAL does not accord supremacy on unblocks to WP:AN/ANI. It was a calculated move by some administrative participant who watchlisted my talkpage: Nihonjoe unblocks, so within 15 minutes whoever it was tattled to WP:ANI, sits back with his popcorn, knowing full well that the lowest common denominator there was going to reblock [http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=User_talk:Colton_Cosmic&oldid=561843569#Lessons_learned_from_my_twin_Reblock.2FUnblock_votes_at_WP:ANI_and_WP:AN].
What else do you need to know to decide about me? On one thing you may rely: I'm blocked for socking, but never did it. When (if?) you research my case do not take the accusations made at me as fact. Don't let suspicion override the need for evidence. I'm currently told my appeal avenues are WP:UTRS and WP:BASC. WP:UTRS is dangerous to one's personal online security because it fingerprints one's computer and IP and makes that available to potentially any Wikipedia administrator. My blocker Timotheus Canens sits on the three member panel that is WP:BASC and refuses to recuse, as well WP:BASC literally rejects more than 9 of 10 appeals. You don't need to get wrapped up in policy to recognize the fundamental unfairness of this. There has never been any evidence presented that I socked. Silktork demanded I hand over my previous account, so he could checkuser it to see what he could see, I said paraphrase "no, my online privacy and WP:CLEANSTART specifically says I don't have to do that." Arbcom turned me down without explanation, but also said it has "no monopoly on block appeals." So you're within your rights to unblock, but fair warning: I have amassed, wholly against my will, a good number of block-loving admins as my "fans," mainly the WP:AN/ANI crowd. They track me when they can, they watchlist my talkpage and react in minutes, and after all I've been through, it's fair of me to describe them as "haters." No evidence ever but my block persists and they'll enforce it. FAIR WARNING: If you help me, they will come at you, like they did at Nihonjoe.
John, please don't just reject me out of hand. You notice an edit of mine that troubles you, let's talk about it. Unblock me from my talkpage only, I'll answer any questions. I've edited nearly as long as you and I really feel I've received shabby treatment from a lot of arrogant admins who've contributed to Wikipedia a mere fraction of what I have. What will I do if unblocked? I always edited regular articles and I suppose I'd always will, but all this has called my attention to trying to streamline and improve policy, examples of what I'd like to do here[http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Wikipedia:Biographical_optout&oldid=561586641][http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Wikipedia%3AClean_start&action=historysubmit&diff=562102277&oldid=561994029]. This is Colton Cosmic.
:Thank you for the message. I will take a look when I can. I am on holiday so it might be a day or two before I can do it justice. --John (talk) 18:24, 5 August 2013 (UTC)
:From an initial look, I do not think I will be able to help you. It looks like you have exhausted the patience of the community (or at least the subset thereof that hangs out at AN/I). I do feel a lot of sympathy for you. Here is what I suggest you do. Write off line a proper unblock rationale. It should focus on the reasons you were blocked, not on your feelings about those who blocked you. You need not reveal your earlier identity online, but it would help if you could let either me or whoever deals with your unblock know it. Trust begets trust sometimes. There was some suspicion that your previous account was under Arbcom sanction and that you had used the new one to avoid this. Anything you can do to allay such suspicion can only help your case. Finally you should talk about what you would like to do if unblocked, and whether/how it will be different from your previous editing interests. Because of the issues around this I would prefer you to continue this by email rather than here. There is no hurry; you aren't normally allowed more than one appeal every six months anyway. I am sorry if this sounds negative, but the Arbcom/ANI aspect of this mean sthat I could not unilaterally unblock you even though that might be my instinct. I'm a very lenient administrator who believes that people can change and that everybody deserves a second chance, but I am also a member of this community and have to abide by its norms just as you do. --John (talk) 09:38, 6 August 2013 (UTC)
::First thank you for looking. I know my case is incredibly long and and daunting to approach. I cannot email you because Spartaz at urging of Beeblebrox cut off my Wikipedia email function. You might be able to email me, I do not know.
::You have hit on one thing particularly well, ANI is a subset of the community, but I would add that it has its own recognizable and distinct group behavior that has very little to do with the community. For example its usurping of an individual admin's authority to unblock, Nihonjoe's in my case and Inevercry's (who actually quit his adminship in frustration) more recently in the case of Eric Corbett. This is cabal behavior lacking only the element of secretiveness (they rather go for brazenness and a block party fun-time atmosphere). I pointed you to WP:APPEAL which says how unblocks are supposed to proceed, it's not like that.
::Now you suggest I should do a nice unblock rationale focusing on my shortcomings that led to the block and taking care not to impugn my blocker. What in your view are "the reasons I was blocked?" I am blocked for sockpuppetry, but didn't do it. So personal honesty prevents me from the repent, reflect, and pledge to do better path to Wikiforgiveness on that score. If you are encouraging me to focus on some other shortcoming of mine, can you be more specific?
::Oh, along the way I examined myself as an editor and found that I needed to improve my civility. I said that publicly and loudly for example if you look at my talkpage after Nihonjoe unblocked me. I said it in correspondence to Arbcom. But I'm not blocked for WP:CIV violation, I'm blocked for socking. How can I admit what I didn't do?
::I'm now aware of Silktork's suspicion that I am some mysterious sanctioned user I call "Mr. X." I was bewildered at the time of my appeal that he handled, it was "secret evidence" so secret he didn't tell me about it (and thus of course I could not defend the point). He let slip publicly months later that that was his rationale. Mr. X was sanctioned. I was never sanctioned. Therefore I am not Mr. X. Silktork demanded I hand over my previous account, but handing over my previous account would not prove I am not Mr. X. What is the basis for the suspicion I am Mr. X? I am still in the dark on that.
::You must admit there are fundamental issues of unfairness in these "norms," and that your respect for them perpetuates them. This is Colton Cosmic.
:::I see your problem. I wonder what I can best do to help you. I will continue to think about it and read up on your case. I haven't given up yet. --John (talk) 14:07, 6 August 2013 (UTC)
::::Well, if I may suggest, it is possible to focus on the basics. As an admin reviewing a block, it should not be required to read a miniseries of novelettes. That too should tell you there's something out of whack about my case. A reviewing admin should be able to consider A) block rationale, B) evidence to support block rationale. Oh certainly you may consider C) the whole of my edit history prior to the block, but it is also within your remit to consider D) the propriety of the blocking admin's action, which I found was off-limits to me as blockee.
::::I'll risk trying your patience by walking you through it. I'm well aware you'll proceed on your own analysis but here is how I see it. A) The block rationale is "sockpuppetry." Furthering the insult Timotheus' script pointed to "WP:ILLEGIT" subsection. He narrowed it down not farther than that, but we may be imposed on to browse the potpourri of "inappropriate uses" there. Do any apply? I say they do not, if you recall my very first edit I conscientiously said "Colton Cosmic" was a *sequential* account for privacy concerns, emphasizing I'd not return to the previous. What these violations are about is *alternate* accounts. But already we are wandering in an amorphous haze, which did Timotheus Canens refer to? He does not explain. B) So we move to his evidence: there is none. He provides no diff. Is there circumstantial evidence? He provides no articulation of it. C) Well, we may still go to my contribution history, does it reveal a vandal or total jerk? I say it does not. I created an article: Rain City Superhero Movement. I say it is of value. The popular news website Slate has linked it twice for example. I initiated a "3DO" third opinion community process to resolve a talkpage dispute, and politely thanked the 3DO though the result went against my viewpoint. I made some uncivil edits as well, nothing that bad really, but enough for me to recognize as my main flaw when I self-appraised myself as an editor later. I'll not recap these edits, you'll read my critics highlight and shout them as if they were all I ever typed. I will say the context was that I was a several years-long content editor who was exposed for the first time really to the alternate side of the project, the domain of the "administrative participants," or perhaps just the unsavory aspects of it. I realized there are these people whose main activity on the project was to seek blocks of others, I made a couple or three too-sharp criticisms, but the context is I was genuinely horrified by my first exposure to the drama boards and all that goes with them.
::::C, cont'd) Belaboring this part of my suggested analysis, the reviewing admin should not fall into the trap of defining me by a few or one uncivil edits. Months and months after blocking me, his hand forced apparently by Nihonjoe's unblock, Timotheus finally, for the first time, pointed to an objectionable edit of mine: the "provocateur" comment. I said "you're a provocateur who racks up warnings and blocks like notches in his belt or her purse strap, and the worst example of Jimbo Wales' fear that it was going to be Usenet. Have you ever created anything of value for the project at all?" If you look for the peak of my incivility, that was probably it, but it too has a context. The person at whom the comment was directed was voting on ANI to block his or her target of years, an editor and acquaintance of mine who a couple days before had plaintively beseeched the person to stop tracking his edits, stop needling him, stop insulting him. He said, providing convincing evidence, that this harassment behavior had gone on for more than two years. I was genuinely horrified. That is the context for my uncivil comment.
::::D) Now, finishing, I argue that Timotheus Canens's blocking of me, beyond the fundamental unfairness of no warning/no diff/no evidence, also does not comport with WP:ADMIN's text of "failure to communicate[6] – this can be either to users (e.g., lack of suitable warnings or explanations of actions)." I was not warned, and he did not explain. To date he has not communicated to me, his attitude all along has been as if stomping on a bug that annoyed him.
::::What you can do best to help me John is unblock me, but certainly no offense if you don't and provide reasoning. I've laid out an analysis pattern above. Continue to think about it, please. Proceeding past analysis to the procedural side, you're supposed to communicate with the blocking admin. Now that I've been called it about 200 times, I would love to see Tim's response to "what is your evidence that he is a sock." I would love to participate in my own defense. I'd suppose it's a less flammable matter to unblock me from my talkpage, assuming anything I've said resonates with you. I do assure you that I will try utmost to be WP:CIV there, as well I'd consent to cease block evasion. This is Colton Cosmic. — Preceding unsigned comment added by 66.211.155.170 (talk) 14:53, 7 August 2013 (UTC)
:::::I can't just unblock you, as I say, because we would need to generate a consensus that doing so would be for the good of the community. What sort of work would you envision doing here, if unblocked? Can you point me to some really good content edits that you made before you were blocked? --John (talk) 21:30, 7 August 2013 (UTC)
::::::Hey John, forgive me for commenting here, read and remove (or copy-paste). I think someone you commmunicated with regarding me, or someone he or she communicated with has been on a block-Colton tear, adding my very nickname to abuse filters, and more. Here's some of my productive edits like you asked: [http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Rain_City_Superhero_Movement&oldid=491720579] (I authored that article, it's #1 Google result on the subject and linked twice by Slate). [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk:Phoenix_Jones#picture] (Initiated 3DO community process and dug up obscure image policy for everyone). [http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Wikipedia%3AClean_start&action=historysubmit&diff=562102277&oldid=561994029] (Reader-friendlier substantial WP:CLEANSTART revision). [http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Wikipedia:Village_pump_%28policy%29&oldid=566050841#Removal_of_Policy-Like_Hyperlinks_to_Insulting_Essays.3F] (Proposed adding standards to WP:SHORTCUT to disqualify transparent insults like WP:DIVA and WP:DICK). Etc. etc. I have a lot to offer. I am not blocked by consensus, but if you truly must have it to reinstate me, try Dispute Resolution Noticeboard [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:DRN] or Jimbo's talkpage, or anyywhere except WP:AN/ANI. Please type in there somewhere "he claims he never socked." This is C0lt0n C0smic.
:::::::Interesting. Let me think about it some more and examine your diffs. --John (talk) 20:26, 11 August 2013 (UTC)
::::::::Sorry that I am taking so long. It's because I am busy at work and yours is a complex and delicate case. I am still thinking about it. --John (talk) 13:46, 15 August 2013 (UTC)
:::::::::I am really sorry to keep you waiting so long. As you have repeatedly nudged me, it is obvious that you are in a hurry for a resolution. I regret that I will not be able to help you; I have a family, a job and I am in the middle of moving house. While I am philosophically in favour of leniency and second chances on Wikipedia, I do not see what I can do in my current circumstances to help you to appeal your de facto ban which was endorsed by a consensus at AN/I. I suggest you email Arbcom and lay out the details of your appeal. If you do so you may use my name and say I am sympathetic to your being unblocked and given a second chance. I am sorry once again that I cannot do more for you at this time. All the best, --John (talk) 18:45, 24 August 2013 (UTC)